Make it Through Today

Theme song of my life currently.

 

Life can be so overwhelming, confusing and just down right stressful sometimes! I'm having one of those "days" today. I'm just feeling down. I'm feeling like I won't amount to anything. That I'm stuck. That it's too late for me so why even bother trying? I'm not good enough, no matter what I do or how hard I try. That I won't ever find true happiness or love in my life, because who would want to end up with someone as patehetic as me? I feel like the world is looking at me and judging me and seeing my every flaw and insecurity.

 

I know it's not true. I know that's just me getting in my own head. I know better. Some days are better than others. But I'm trying my best and I'm looking into new ways to keep my head held high and be happy. Hanson helps. A lot. And this song is beautiful. And hits very close to home right now.

 

 

 

I tell no lies to you each day

I just tell them to myself

And I had dreams of a better me

That got lost along the way.

My regrets they have a bitter taste

That I know all too well.

But still I dream because

I hate the way it feels when I'm alone.

Well I am just a shadow
Walking round in a daze
If the sun will rise tomorrow
I could make it through today.

Well I awake to the rising sun

With the hope for brighter days

But still I dread of what is yet to come

Cause in the darkness I'm at home.

Well I am just a shadow
Walking round in a daze
If the sun will rise tomorrow
I could make it through today.

So I take a long slow drag of misery.

Can you tell me what's become of me?

I’m haunted

Well have the years really come to this?

Don't know when I came undone

Will I go if I get out of this place?
Once I get that far I'll know.

Cause I am just a shadow

Of what I could have been
If the sun will rise tomorrow
Maybe I can begin again